Suddenly I feel so lost. No mood to update anyway. Life is still the same as before, no big changes to it except for the increasing negative thoughts that keep appearing in my mind. How nice would it be if work isn't stressful and life isn't that boring (for me I mean). It would have been so much better. Anyway the higher the hopes, the greater the disappointment, so better don't hope for anything. That's how I define LIFE.