2010 Resolutions:

1. Be nicer to people
2. Learn driving (Time to book the lessons)
3. Enroll ‘Bachelor of Commerce with double majors in Hospitality & Tourism Management and Marketing Management’
4. Learn diving
5. Cut down on retail therapy
   

Am I experiencing quarterlife crisis now?

Have been working for 2 years 8 months and counting, till now I am still pondering on what I want to achieve in my life.

Of course I would like a high paying job, my own vehicle - Volkswagen New Beetle (one of my resolutions for 2010 is to learn driving) and my own apartment. That would be the most perfect but... reality is cruel.

Have to strive extremely hard towards my goals!

In a dilemma over:

1. Should I further my studies?
2. If yes, which course should I take up? Marketing? Hospitality & Tourism Management and Marketing Management?
3. If no, should I look out for more career opportunities or stay on?

I have been procrastinating this for the past 1 year. Time to decide and move on (another 2010 resolution of mine).

I hope Santa will give me the answer on Christmas Day (i know fairytale don't exist). Just some wishful thinking on my part.

2 more months and 2009 is coming to an end.

Wondering what have I accomplished throughout this year... Some food for thought. :)

"I don't know" and "高兴就好" became my common-used phases at work recently. I guess I can't be bothered with them anymore and I've lowered my expectations in terms of work because "what's the point" of agonizing myself.

It's another busy month with many many events coming up. Feeling so lethargic.

Had a SAP event this morning at Four Seasons Hotel. I love the ladies and lift - it was so awesome. Food was great too. My dear onsite helper, Joanne and my clients have gone crazy. All of us were talking craps most of the time, nevertheless the event went well. :)

I think the flu season is back again. Having body aches for the past few days and now I am feeling cold but when you touched me, my body feel warm. What's wrong with my body?

I have a terrible temper and extremely unpredictable mood swings. I am easily irritated (even if it is a small thing). I grumbled a lot. I can be quite particular at times (like how things are arranged, putting things back from where I took it from etc). I am very precise especially when it comes to work (sometimes I can't even stand it).

Do I need to be perfect or I just want to be perfect? I guess it is the latter.

I realized I've changed ever since I started working. The good thing is I am much more independent now than in the past, but the bad thing is my temper is getting from bad to worst. Yes, I did realized it.

And yes, I am changing. Still changing though...

It is really a chore when you've to wake up early in the morning and to reach your destination 2 hours later, especially when you're carrying your laptop and power adapter along. I really dread it.

24 hours a day (during weekdays) is definitely not enough:

• 6 hours spent on sleep on average
• 1.5 hour spent on washing up/bathing/make-up/facial
• 2.5 hours spent on traveling
• 10 hours or more spent at work
• 2 hours for lunch & dinner

Only left with 2 hours for yourself. How tough life can be!

I still hasn't got over the long weekend yet, even till now. :(

I realized I shouldn't be too hard on myself anymore. It is only work and nothing else. As long as I did my part and responsibility, it is none of my business when the clock strikes 6 in the evening. I don't want to spend majority of my time working away (though it feeds me with money and sense of satisfaction).

I shall work towards this goal starting tomorrow (in fact I think I am already doing it today)! Well, I guess I am starting to get tired of working life. I kinda dislike adulthood.

Enough of my rantings (to make myself feel better). Tomorrow will be a better day.

Time always flies when you're not at work. The long weekend is going to be over soon. Back to reality in few hours time. :(

Met up with him at Queensway Shopping Centre after work on Friday, then headed home after he had his dinner. And he was being called back to work in the middle of the night.

Planned to get our haircut done on Saturday's afternoon but the shop was crowded. Then he rode all the way to Suntec for the food fair. He spilled the coconut juice in the oneh oneh on my face and top. Alright, I admit it was a damn funny sight that I can't help laughing too. A huge quarrel followed (I know it is my fault, sorry).

He got called back to work again on Sunday morning while I continue sleeping like a log. Dinner and movie at Cineleisure, and he received a call again. Back to work late at night.

I wanted to go Tampines for some shopping but it was raining. Kinda spoilt my mood. Feel so lazy to do anything, just want to laze around (which is what I am doing now).

I am lazy to do my work too. Just leave it till tomorrow.

Back to my slacking...

Confirm not having Monday blues but don't know why I feel so depressed when there are so many new events coming up. :(

Ok, maybe I don't have Monday blues, I have events-phobia instead.

Hope my leave will be approved. Praying hard!!!

1 year older

Boring, lazy and lonely Sunday.

Another short weekend again. Sigh...

:(